I hope this will be a look
back at my 81 years of life. Most of which I can remember, the exception will
be my first 10 ten years. I was born in Montreal in the year 1919 on the 24th
of May. My parents Libero and Nicolina Sauro were immigrants from Italy. I was
the third born son; the second one died in infancy. My father became interested
in religion, became a Presbyterian and then wanted to become a minister. In
order to get his training he was sent to Sault Ste Marie, a city with a fairly
large Italian population.
We settled into this very
northern city. My memories are rather sparse regarding this time considering I
was three years old. I do remember a Christmas concert at the church where I
had to sing a little song with my mother sitting in the first row. The one
thing that I remember quite clearly has to do with the title I’ve chosen for
this episode. We lived across the street from the elementary school. I was now
four years old. After watching kids going to school I could not see why I
should not go too. So I crossed the street and walked to the front of the
school. I was met by a teacher who wanted to know what I wanted. I told her I
wanted to go to school. I went into the
kindergarten class. I remember this big
room and all of us in a big circle and in the middle was a candle in a holder.
While everyone recited “Jack be nimble, Jack be quick, Jack jump over the
candlestick”, I jumped over the candlestick.
I guess I’ve been doing that ever since.
Now I will try to relate what
I know about my mother. She was the youngest of five girls. She became pregnant by my father when she was
14 years old. That was in 1916. She was married to my father at age 15 (shot gun
style). From any of the few pictures I have seen she was quite beautiful.
I have no idea when the
second son was born or died. It had to
be between 1917 and 1918 because I appeared in 1919. We were the ones born in
Montreal.
From what I’ve been told my
mother was very unhappy about leaving her large family for this strange place
called Sault Ste Marie. We settled in a house on Albert Street.
280 Albert
Street Sault Ste Marie, 1921
The church my father was
attached to was called All Peoples Mission. The minister was Rev. Fred Smith.
It was a multinational church. It seems my mother had a fine singing voice.
There are still people in the Sault who remember her; I have newspaper
clippings of some of the places where she sang and they were all very
favorable. She sang opera numbers as
well as popular songs.
The family enjoyed a holiday in 1922 and 1923 at Hilton Beach on
St. Joseph’s Island, Sault Ste Marie.
Nicolina with Olindo,
Libero with Alberindo, Italo, Henry
Our father was busy training
with Rev. Smith, but he got himself involved in the Sons Of Italy, a fraternal
organization. He was very much involved in the Italian Community and evidently
well respected. In the meantime, my mother was busy producing more children.
Our older brother, Alberindo, was born in 1916, I was born in 1919, Enrico in
1920, Olindo, 1921. There was one more child born, which I will deal with
shortly. This next period of time is one about which I really do not know. Just
some vague events, but they deal with a very sad part; the early death of my
mother. My mother evidently contracted
tuberculosis, which at that time was considered fatal. I don’t know when it started because it’s
hard to believe that it happened in that very dry atmosphere of the north
country, in fact there was a facility in Gravenhurst, Ontario for the purpose
of trying to cure it. My mother went to
that sanitarium. How long she stayed I
do not know. I imagine she would not
stay because she missed her four sons. I
would presume she came home to die. She became pregnant again and gave birth to
a sixth son on July 2nd 1924 and according to newspaper files died on the 3rd
of August 1924. The baby was called Livio. The funeral service was very large.
Rev Smith gave the eulogy and then there was a tremendous parade. The Sons of
Italy band led off, and crowds followed the hearse and a large number of cars.
The parade was heading to the railway station for the trip to Montreal for her
burial. All this is what I have gathered
from word of mouth or newspaper clippings in the Sault Ste Marie Daily
Star. I do remember being lifted up to
my mother’s bed to kiss her goodbye. I
also remember after the service in Montreal and prior to her burial, once again
being lifted to the coffin to kiss the corpse.
This horrible habit was customary in those days. This is my story of a
mother I never really knew. My father
never spoke of her to any of us during his lifetime. It would have been a big help to have known
something about her. I really wonder at
the fact that he must have impregnated her when she was dying in order for her
to bear her sixth son a month before she died.
My very young mother bore six sons between 1916 and 1924, from age 15 to
25.
After the funeral in
Montreal, my maternal grandmother took over the three youngest brothers and my
older brother and I returned to the Sault back to the house we lived in. My
father looked after us. We were tested to see if there was any sign of my
mother’s illness. It seems we were O.K. As to we five brothers, from here on I
will refer to them by nicknames. It will simplify things. My older brother will
be Al, I will be Ed. Next will be Hank, and then Lin, and Lee. My father was
trying his best to look after us. We had to take caster oil every Saturday. He
dressed us so well that we hated to walk down the street on Sunday because the
other kids called us sissies.
Al and Ed 1926
in Sault Ste Marie
I am not aware how long we
stayed in that house. We ended up living with the Smiths and my father went to
live with other people. To Al and I this was like going to heaven. We loved Mr.
and Mrs. Smith. They were so good to us. They had no children of their own. But
it did not last long enough. My father decided that we should stay with him. This
was the home of Earl MacLean. It was a large house. But Mrs. MacLean was very
ill and she was quite a handful. We were quite unhappy being there.
Then things started to take a
turn. A young lady showed up. Her name was Clementina Lanzillotta. She was a
schoolteacher in a nearby town called Larchwood. And my father knew her from
Montreal. Rumor had it my father had his eye on her at one time. Now there is
something about me I have not mentioned. I was terribly shy. Whenever we had
guests in the house I would face any corner I could find. So guess what
happened. She became a supply teacher in the Sault, and one morning I went to
school and there she was, my supply teacher in my class for the day. I took one
of my books and put it in front of my face for the whole day. She would remind
me of that many times for years.
There was one more move. We
went to stay at the home of an Italian family named the Corvettis; this was on
Queen St. one of the worst streets in town. It seems to me as if it was always
muddy and right behind it was the large steel plant with its belching
smokestacks. This was the city’s main industry. It was here that my father
brought Hank back to the Sault. He was a wiry bundle of mischief and did not
speak a word of English. He learned it amazingly in a few weeks. But all this
was about to change. In order to become a qualified minister my father had to
go to college for a year in Toronto. So we were all dispatched to Montreal to
live with my grandmother, Leonilda Fasciano, a brave, wonderful woman. She
lived in a small apartment on the second floor above two of her daughters and
their families. Both daughters had large families so there was plenty of action
there. But, my grandma’s apartment consisted of two bedrooms and a kitchen, and
seven of us had to share it. Four of
us shared one room with one bed. Two at one end and two at the other end. There
were many foot fights. Lee, the baby, slept in a crib. Al and I were very
unhappy with all this. As I mentioned, my grandmother was really a very special
lady. She had already raised her own family and now she took on five very young
boys with very limited resources to look after them. Of course, she had very
strong support from her daughters who lived very close by.
She was a great picker of
dandelions. She knew all the good spots around Montreal. Early in the morning
she would get organized for an expedition. First, she would make a pizza. Not
exactly what we would think of as pizza. This was a large round loaf of bread,
on the top of which she would sprinkle some oil and some tomato sauce. This
would be topped off with some hot crushed chilies. She loved hot stuff. Off we
would go. First we would take a trolley to the outskirts of town where there
were lots of open spaces. We would amuse ourselves while she picked away. At
noon she would stop and break up the pizza and that would be lunch. If we were
thirsty she thought nothing of knocking on any door nearby and asking for
water. I guess people got to know her. This went on all day and when it was
time to go home she had this large cloth that she laid on the ground, collected
all the dandelions, and wrapped them in a big bundle and placed it on her head.
We got back on the trolley and went home. This was not the end of her day. She
would then clean and wash all the dandelions, go out in the Italian district
where she had some customers who would buy her dandelions. As I said she was a
remarkable woman.
I never really knew my
grandfather. He was a quiet, kindly looking man. He would go to work every day.
He died not long after we came to live with them. I remember the funeral
because the custom was that all males walked behind the hearse. I guess raising
five daughters kept him quiet.
One of my aunts was married
to a very religious man who was very much a Pentecostal who lived at the back
of the church. My grandma was quite religious. She would go to the Presbyterian
Church in the morning on Sunday and to the Pentecostal one at night. I brought
this up for a reason. I was not a healthy child compounded by the dislike of
where we were living. I was not a happy child. We attended an English speaking
school. My brother and I walked to school. We would pass this beautiful market
every day. One day a young lady came running out of the store calling our
names. What a surprise to find they were neighbors of ours from Sault Ste
Marie. It was like a breath of fresh air to me plus the fact that she gave each
of us a nice shiny red apple.
My grandmother decided that
we would spend Christmas with my aunt in the church because they were the only
Protestant family among all these relatives. This almost cost me my life. I
became sick and had to be in bed. These people did not believe in doctors.
Unattended, I became sicker. I remember a Sunday after the services they all
came in the bedroom, surrounded the bed, and were praying me better. Of course
it did not work and I got worse. My favorite aunt found out and came roaring in
and took us back to the apartment. When we came in, we found the kitchen table
loaded with Christmas gifts. But I was still sick. A doctor was called and I
was diagnosed with diphtheria. I lay in bed having my throat cleared every few
minutes. I got so bad that the doctor could do nothing more. An emergency call
was made to my father in Toronto that I was going down. He came immediately and
I remember seeing him come in the apartment and after that I started to come
back to life. Once again a sign of my unhappiness. I gradually recovered but I
could only talk in a whisper for quite a while.
But the big change was
coming. My father finished college and was now an ordained minister. And he
married Clementina and was coming to get us. Well, you should have heard the
reaction from the relatives on my mother’s side. There were dire predictions that
we were going to suffer terribly at the hands of my stepmother I was not too
worried because I already knew her. My father had been assigned to a church at
Niagara Falls Ontario. That’s where we were going. It was a long train trip. I
got to sleep in a berth with my stepmother because I was still not fully
recovered from my illness.
When we got to Niagara we
stayed with a family who were church members. The D'Agostino family. And of
course this upset me and back to the sickbed I went. My father finally found a
house big enough for all of us and so we moved in and I finally settled down
and recovered. The school was just around the corner and there was lots of open
space to run and play. It was a great place to grow up in. My stepmother was
doing her best and from now on I will refer to her as Ma. I dislike that word
stepmother. She was the only one who communicated with us. My father became
very silent and eventually a tyrant. Why, was a mystery to us but he seemed to
have shut us out. But Ma did try and what she taught us never left me.
We were very musical kids, so
she taught Al and I to sing a duet. It was a Spanish song called “La Paloma”. Of course we sang it in English.
We went to a lot of church meetings singing this song. She had a very good
soprano voice and did a lot of singing at events in Niagara. I remember a
Christmas program at school and we did A Christmas Carol by Dickens. I played
Tiny Tim and at the end I had to sing “God Rest You Merry Gentlemen”.
In the spring, Al and I
decided that we would pick strawberries at one of the farms nearby. The farmer
would pick us up every morning and we would pick all day. I believe we were
paid two cents a box. Our aim was to save enough to go to the Canadian National
Exhibition in August. Well we did save enough money to make the trip. We took a
radial car to Port Dalhousie on lake Ontario and from there a boat took us
across the lake. It was really exciting to do this on our own. We stayed at the
home of our old friends the MacLeans. We stayed a few days and spent every day
at the exhibition. We went back to Niagara Falls very satisfied.
It seems that the people who
lived in our house before we did had raised chickens. My father was an avid
gardener and this back yard was a fertile ground. He had an excellent variety
of vegetables particularly cabbages. They were huge and they kept bursting
open. The result was a daily diet of boiled cabbage. We were so sick of it.
Strangely enough I like cabbage today. The street we lived on was called
Temperance Street. Well, we had a Baptist church across the street. Next door
was a blacksmith shop. This shop had a varied life. Horses were shod at the
front but the back was a bootlegging business. The blacksmith was a short
stocky Scotsman whom we called Scotty.
Now in Niagara we had a lot
of tourists from the U.S.A. and liquor was hard to get. When tourists crossed
the bridge into Canada, there were always tour taxis waiting to take you on a
tour of the area and of course bootleggers were stops on the tour as well as
other things. Scotty had a radio in his quarters and he allowed us to go in and
listen to it. He had a young man who worked with him as well. But we kids just
never understood why every so often, he would scoot us out of there and then a
taxi would pull up and two women would go in. These guys were male prostitutes.
Every once in a while the police would raid the place at night and cause a
disturbance. All this went on with a church across the street and a minister
next door. Scotty would always come over and tell my father how sorry he was.
One other thing that happened in this house was the birth of another boy. He
was named Silvio. This was 1929 and I was ten years old. I have tried to recall
as much as I could in this period but from here on, it will be a lot easier to
remember.
We lived in that house for a
few more months and then my father was offered a brand new house for the same
rent. This was on Robinson Street, a much quieter area and at the end of the
street there was a set of stairs leading to the park and of course the Falls.
So, in a matter of minutes we could be down in that beautiful spot. Life was
looking much brighter, finally. By now I was also in good health. The house was
on a corner and on the opposite corner was a very big old house where the
Smiths lived. They were descendants of slaves who managed to escape from
slavery. One boy was just my age and we became very close friends as well as
rivals. We were both good runners in track and field. The only problem was that
I could never beat him. I loved to go to his house because his mother was
always baking goodies and I always got some. By the way his name was Buddy
Smith.
My father had the knack of
finding rare neighbors. And our next door ones in this house were very
interesting. This was the Hill family. The father was known as William Red
Hill. He was the local daredevil. This was heavy depression time and as a
result, suicides were very popular. This was done by jumping in the Niagara
rapids and being swept over the Horseshoe Falls. The bodies eventually came to
the surface of the lower river. Red Hill’s job was to swim out and haul them
in. His other adventures were to attempt to go over the falls in a barrel. He
never actually tried going over but he did try using a barrel to go down the
lower rapids. In one of his ventures he got caught in the most dangerous part
called the Whirlpool Rapids. He lay in his barrel just going in circles. His
oldest son, William Junior saved him by tying a rope around himself and
swimming the rapids to the barrel, and saving his father. These attempts were
illegal but they always made big news. Red Hill did not try again but he had
other plans. First he put up a big tent on his front yard. Then he hauled in a
variety of barrels, some that he had used himself and some from daredevils who
lost their lives going over the Falls. Red Hill also had access to a fleet of
taxis that would offer tours of Niagara and of course Red Hill’s tent was on
the tour. But there was more to it. This was the period of prohibition in the
U.S. and bootlegging was very popular in border towns. Red Hill also rented the
house next door and every time the tourists stopped to see the barrels they
were introduced to the house next door. Selling liquor this way was also
illegal in Canada. The police raided the place regularly, but Hill was always
tipped off so that when the police arrived, all the liquor was packed into the
taxis. We sure had fun watching all this.
At this time Ma thought that
it was a good time for me to get into music. She knew a music teacher and
arranged for me to go. The lessons cost 50 cents. I started to go once a week.
Then my father started to notice the music on the piano and that I was playing
it. When he found out what was going on he immediately cut it off and there
went my chance to play the piano. As I
said earlier, he seemed to be cutting out his children for what reason nobody
knows. But unfortunately this was his pattern of treatment all our lives. Added
to this was his punishment weapon, a nice long piece of rubber garden hose,
which he proceeded to use with great relish. His system of government was, that
if no one admitted to an indiscretion we were all lined up and given equal
punishment.
At this time another blessed
event was due. The second child of the second marriage. But just before that
happened my maternal grandmother came all the way from Montreal to visit. This
was a gutsy lady. I guess she was just anxious to see how her five grandsons
were doing. But she was just in time to be the midwife of the first girl in the
family. She was named Sylvia. And I just recently found out that our father was
very angry over this, because I guess he wanted all boys. And that sister to
this day feels that she was unwelcomed by her father. Who knows what this man
wanted?
The church that my father was
in charge of had a very small congregation, at most 50 people. Niagara Falls
had many Italians so it was a great place to recruit new members. My father was
a very likable man to any outsider but he was not a very good salesman.
Therefore, the membership never increased. He was very prominent leader in the
local Sons of Italy group. And it seems to me, looking back, that his interest
was more in the lodge than his congregation. This was very strong as the years
went by.
The church had two
congregations, Italian and Hungarian; the Hungarian group was quite large. We
also had a very active Sunday school. Mr. Dave Alair led this. He was just full
of energy and the Sunday school group was quite large. The piano player was
Miss Biggar an elderly spinster who lived with her brother in a very large old
house on Lundy’s Lane. We kids loved to visit her because we thought it was
very spooky. But she always had a treat for us.
We moved again to a larger
house just around the corner. It had more bedrooms and for a change, no next
door neighbors, just a nice open field with a lot of old apple trees. My father
took advantage of the property by doing large-scale gardening. There was the
usual vegetable garden, which we lived off all summer. Then he grew a lot of
flowers and very successfully too. Every fall there was a big flower show in
the park down by the Falls and he entered quite a few in this event.
And so life went on quietly
in this beautiful little city I often wish we could have stayed there
permanently but that was not meant to be. The main thing that happened there
was another baby added to the flock. His name was Elvino. Another boy!
My father was called to take
over the Italian congregation in Toronto. This was a much larger group
involving two congregations in two different locations. We had to pack up for
the change and it would be quite a change. The day we left Niagara it was
pouring rain. Two members of the new congregation drove in their cars from
Toronto in order to take us there. We were packed into the two cars and drove
to Toronto. It rained all the way. The house in Toronto was provided by the
church. We drove up to our new house. It was a three-storey place, with five
bedrooms, which was plenty big enough for all of us.
But this was Toronto. It was
a far cry from simple and friendly Niagara Falls. First of all, the house was
in a very Anglo neighborhood and we were considered foreigners, and ten of us
were a shock to that street. You see, at that time Italians were recognized as
ditch diggers or storekeepers who dealt in selling fresh fruit and vegetables.
Here we were, these country bumpkins in this civilized chiefly Anglo city. The
first test was school. Fortunately there was an elementary school just up the
street, but we high school students had to attend North Toronto Collegiate
Institute with a rather upscale student body. My first day was rather
embarrassing. By the time we finished registering, school was already in
session. My first class was French. I walked into the room with everybody
staring at this rather poorly dressed boy, but I made it through the first day.
After that, I just minded my own business until I got acquainted with a few of
the other students.
As to our neighbors, on one
side we had the Stewarts. The father was a traveling salesman. The mother was a
typical housewife and there were three sons, the youngest of whom was Murray,
my age, who over the years became my best friend and eventually, my best man.
On the other side lived an elderly woman with two older sons and a daughter,
the Gates family. After a period of staying distant, they eventually became
friendly when they realized we were as harmless as they. So life went on.
As to the church, the
congregation was happy to see us. I can just imagine those Italian mothers with
daughters looking over and seeing all these prospective husbands coming into
their congregation. For we older members it meant spending every Sunday in
church. But that was the way it was. In the depression days the church was a
good gathering place for social occasions.
Life went on at the usual
pace. There was of course, school every day and lots of church on Sunday. My
father put together a church choir, made up of our young people. Of course it
was not very hard to find singing voices among a group of Italians. From
religious songs we went to Italian folk songs, and we went to quite a few
church affairs in town and entertained the folks. I must say that these people
were quite curious to see our group. We also appeared at the Toronto exhibition
grounds in various folk festivals dressed according to our nationality. I was
quite a lover of music. My father had quite a few classical and opera
recordings that I got very familiar with. In fact I have a pair of wooden
candlesticks with which I used to conduct music. It seems that Beethoven’s
Fifth Symphony was my favourite. The love of classical music is still very
strong to this day.
I was now well into my teens.
I had found a part time job in the local fruit market. Italian of course. I
would deliver people’s groceries on a bike with a large basket in front. It was
quite a challenge, especially in winter when you had to ride through snow. I
worked on Saturdays from seven in the morning until midnight for $1.50 a day.
This was the depression scale that you were glad to get. I did not do well in
school. I don’t know why. I managed to get through the first four years, but I
was completely beaten in my fifth year. I was terrible in math. I just could
not comprehend advanced geometry or algebra. However, I got into music. The
school put on Gilbert and Sullivan operas. So I got involved. The first year I
sang in the chorus but in the second year I had a lead part in the operetta,
Trial by Jury. It was great fun. This was in the years 1937 and 1938. I was
also attracted to a Presbyterian Church choir which I enjoyed. I also became a
part in a double quartet and once a week we sang in a religious program on
nationwide radio. Then I started having fun in another group. This was called
the Defoe group and we went around entertaining in banquets in the local
hotels. The prize of it all was a weekly hour long program on radio on stage at
the Imperial Theatre, with a full orchestra and soloists. This was a sponsored
program and we got paid for it.
THIS
ENDS ITALO’S MEMOIRS
It
is so unfortunate that Italo was unable to complete this memoir. From 1943 to
1945 he served with the Irish Regiment in the Italian campaign ending with the
liberation of Holland. He was a signalman and as such, he went ahead of the
troops to determine the safety of advancing. This was a very dangerous mission,
never knowing if there were still German soldiers ready to kill him on sight.
When he returned to his wife and family after the war, he couldn’t/wouldn’t
speak of his experiences. He was an altered person, having suffered a mental
breakdown. We now know that he probably suffered from post-traumatic stress
disorder which affected him for the rest of his life. He was just beginning to
talk about his wartime experiences before his death in 2002.
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